Chicago

Have you ever felt the kind of stress that is so deeply emotional, that it's consequences are physical? I've trained myself not to mind it all these years, but I'm guessing I'm one of those people Chicago hypnotizes in that way. There's a constant tightening of the heart, strong steel bands constricting so hard, you're not sure if the next moment will be your last. In fact you rather hope than fear it. Damn, I actually thought I'd gotten over that in the last one year.

I hope this stupid passing mood has something to do with GnR's Don't Cry playing in the background.

By the way, if I really have to mention it, I'm back here in the Devil's Own City, Chicago. Leaving beautiful warm Mumbai behind. I'm beginning at last to understand why I need to accomplish my goal here as soon as possible: in order to fly from here... forever.